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| I haven't posted on here for the longest of times so I feel it is time to finally post again.
So where should I start? Jerimy and I talked to John, our pastor, today, at his house. It was very interesting and fun and yet somehow exciting. The wisdom of someone who is older is always nice to listen to and recognize. He showed us some of our flaws that we already knew but it really shows when someone else points it out to you, rather than just yourself.
He is helping us get in a better position with God and really pushing us to know the Lord and have a direct relationship with the Lord. We really want to but we have so many things holding us back in our life. Our sinful acts, the way we think sometimes, the way we talk, the inability to not really read the bible that much and really try to actually know and have a relationship with God. Mainly, he really pointed to us about sexual intimacy before marriage. So really the one thing we have to start at is to stop having sexual relations with our girlfriends so we don't damage our relationship in the long run and showed us that if in fact that we didn't stay together as a couple, you could leave the girl with her dignity still intact and her honor still intact.
So really I'm just trying to get closer to God and I'm really just going to take it one day at a time, I guess I will update on how I feel my relationship with God is coming along and what is going on in my day to day life. It's going to be hard to do but I'm going to keep up to date about it, which actually shouldn't be that hard. I just have to stop being lazy >_<
Alright, well I'm going to relax, ate my burgerking with Jerimy and I'm full and my body is relaxed ^_^.
God Bless.
Seth.E.Bartlett | | |
| I don't post very often, jeez. lol. Well today, Church was awesome,
like always. I used to not like the thought of church because I always
seen boring ones for examples. But if I would of seen the church that
I go to now, I would of loved the thought of it ^_^ But yeah I have a
hard time updating just cause I don't get around to it or something I
guess. But I'm just gonna leave this as a short post I think :) Maybe
I'll update more later after I eat or something
Later:...
And now it's like five hours later. I've set up a myspace for my dads
friend Nick Collura. His music is really good in my opinion, so check
it out if you want. http://www.myspace.com/nickcollura07
He's a really good artist and the music is pretty much a Rock genre, his
songs are usually pretty deep, like Stephen, which is about his brother.
So check it out, you just might like it ^_^ | | |
| So, long time no write...
Updates....The next day after I wrote, I got my computer fixed. The video card went bad and he gave me another, Radeon 5500 which is sweet. Turns out, E-Machines don't have the built-in check system like most motherboards and PC's. Usually when a video card is bad, the computer beeps a few times to signal it's bad. But with my computer it wasn't beeping at all and he informed that it was bad >_<
Okay what else...Lets see what else..Oh Brianne is basically making me write, and I want to write but I just had a HUGE brain fart and I can't figure out what to write. Stupid Television...
So basically, I've been sort of working. I have only been getting like 27 hours every two weeks which sucks...But this week I was only going to get 13 hours but it got switched to 20 hours and 45 minutes, w00t. Even though I really don't want to work that much, but the more hours the more money.
I gotta stop playing FFXI because they're new updates are gonna kill the game and make it suck even more and make it harder than it already is. It's more time consuming then almost anything I know, if you want to be good at it. So I got myself back into RuneScape...It's fun, played it for a very long time, getting back into it after my two year or so break...If anyone plays lol...My username is... Satans Smith...Yeah Yeah, I know I know...Don't get on me about it. It was just really a name at the time I guess, and i've put so much time into it, it's not worth changing the name because it's not my heart, it's just a name.
I'm finally getting into the groove of going to church on Sunday. I'm going to the Church of Christ on Dayton road in Ohio. I'm pretty much going with my mom and my dad which is cool ^_^. I didn't like it that much last Sunday but it seemed different than most Sunday's and they even said it at the Church. So I'm going to give it another try or two just to see 
Me and Bri are doing great ^_^ I love her a lot. I continue to love her more and more everyday.
So now, something from my heart, something pure that I will write off the top of my head, veering deep into my mind, body and soul randomly, saying whatever is there...
I love Bri so much it's unbelievable, there is just something that everytime I see her smile, I can't help but smile back and get a warm feeling in my heart...I just want to spend every breathing minute with her and get to know her more and more. I still have minimal friends, it comes down to Shawn, Shane, Zach, Jerimy and Bri...I mean true friends really, and I'm still somewhat skeptical about that list I guess... I can't wait for summer to come to spend more time with Bri and get her to go swimming with me. I know she doesn't want to, but I hope she will, for me. Cause I really want to go swimming with her and have fun with her in the water, and see her in a bathing suit lol..Sorry I had to say it cause I'm trying to stay pure on this part of my writing. I got her starting up RuneScape at this exact second, which is pretty humorous, but cool. I hope she likes it... That's another thing I love about her, she likes games and has fun and such, she sort of reminds me of a guy somewhat. I mean she is beautiful and has a beautiful heart and personality which I love so dearly. But she has guys interests sort of and isn't really mean, she is a really caring person. So now what do I do, I've been sitting at a turning point in my life for a few weeks to a month. I can't figure whether to go into Ministry or to go into computers..It's a hard decision really, I love them both but I just don't know what to decide. Someone please help me out here...But I think I'm done sharing some of my brain right now lol.
Thank you all for reading and God Bless
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| Well another day...Today was somewhat interesting and somewhat annoying. I decided to buy a friend at works computer... It was good for the money and such, at his house it worked fine, he threw in a monitor and everything so I was happy...
But...Yeah... It doesn't really work. The monitor works but the video card hardly works and the onboard video won't work really either. The screen is displayed about 1/30 or so, so that's a problem. And now he isn't answering my calls. Boo.
But on the upper note. My friend told me to watch The Boondock Saints and I did. I love it! That movie is freaking awesome, it's sort of sickening in ways but other than that it's pretty funny and pretty interesting.
I think the problem I always had with updating my Xanga or anything of the sort is...PEOPLE DON'T READ. Lol... It's like I type to nothing or like an online journal or something like that...Creeepy.
But anyways, I might write some more or something later.
Oh yeah, almost forgot. By the way, Kevin, I got your Xanga from Xanga.com. I was just sort of looking at the recently updated and I clicked on it and went woah, lives in Ohio and is Christian, sweet. Just kind of found ya ^_^
Thank you for reading and God Bless | | |
| This is my first post to my new Xanga, WalkThePath. I have had a few other Xanga's before which I never really updated because it was boring and the such. But here I am, and I'm going to try to update this Xanga daily I guess? I'm not going to have to much information to post up because my days are usually pretty boring haha. Usually sleep alot and wake up and do nothing, it's getting old. And I think that is partially the reason of this Xanga. This is going to help me take that extra step I need to take to get closer to God, to get closer to the people around me, friends, enemies and strangers. I'm not reaching my hand out enough to people like I should be and it's time I stepped up. I need to dive in head first to really know if I'm ready.
First and foremost, let me really introduce myself. My name is Seth Eugene Bartlett. I was born and raised in Newark, Ohio. I was never really raised in a "Christian" way, but it was there. My mom taught me all the principles of life and Christianity without actually using religion and God, and I love her for it. She has really made me who I am.
For those of you that may know me, you might know that I have almost fully decided to go into Ministry as a choice for my lifestyle. Now I'm not fully sure I am mentally and faithfully ready but that is partially the purpose of this and a few other decisions I'm making in my life. I'm just trying to really test myself as best as I can to see if I can do it and if I'm capable of doing it.
So I hope you guys and gals enjoy the reading and things I post on here in the following days and so forth.
Thank you for reading and God Bless. | | |
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